I wondered if she was still conscious?
I've heard it said that whenfalling from such heights one can lose
consciousness before hitting the ground.

I wondered if she was praying?
I wondered if she was thinking maybe, somehow, she might survive the fall,
depending upon what she landed?
I wondered WHO she was?
I wondered if she had a family?
I wondered what I would do, were I in her situation?
I wondered who could plan this and warn only a select few to not go
into those buildings that day?
I wondered how it is possible that none who died were relatives,
friends or business associates of the Bush Administration?
I wondered how Bush and his advisers have never
displayed sincere feelings of sorrow for those deaths?

I wondered how they could lie about the AIR being safe to breathe in
New York City in 2001 and then in 2003 we were told that it was not safe
in 2001 and, to date, it still is not safe to breathe?
I wondered how these men deceived and continue to deceive so many
people into thinking they are GOOD souls doing what is best for all
Americans?

Even worse was their telling us that GOD has spoken to our leaders and
sent them on this mission of killing innocent people, always adding that
it's for our safety.

I wondered how long it would take for their New World Order
plan to spread from our cities into our little country towns, villages,
deserts, valleys and mountaintops?

I wondered what those who doubted those of us who saw these “leaders”
for what they were, long before 9-11, tell themselves as the lies are
revealed almost daily?

I wondered what they’d say to us when we are roommates in the camps
Ashcroft had built and is continuing to build for American dissidents, and
for the displaced persons.
Do you know what their definition is of a ‘displaced’ person? It means they
confiscate YOUR property and ship you off to whichever 'camp' they've
chosen for your 'category'.

Yes, they have created categories for all of us. It's not even top secret.
Our U.S. Department of the Army's "Field Manual" lists categories for
American citizens. They have divided our country into “new regions”
for relocating us. They have it on their website for all to see! But, you
need to understand what they're saying, because it is written in such a
way that one could miss the real meanings for us.

I wondered what my category is?
I wondered what your category is?
Do you wonder?
Or, do you still think those of us, who keep saying wewere and still are
being deceived, are crazy?

I wondered about Jesus saying brother against brother, father against son,
and how it now applies to what has happened to America. That is, those
who believe the LIE and those who know it is only a LIE.

Divides us...doesn't it?

I wondered when the changes will come, restoring freedom again, five
years, ten years, twenty years, a hundred?
I wondered when this group ofmisguided souls, men and women, will all be
in their graves, and many oftheir names forgotten, what the survivors will
then have for a country?
I wondered who would restore real freedom to America?
I wondered if it could be restored?

I wondered if my sons would live to see real freedom in America again?
I wondered if my sons would live to see old THE ROAD WARRIOR movie
become a horrific REALITY.
I wondered if I would awaken tomorrow and hear that our numbers have
increased and we have begun to take back our country?
I wondered when I would visited by strangers telling me I must go with them
into the vans, into the planes, into the trains, into the camps.
I wondered what I might contribute toward regaining the America into which
I was born so many decades ago?


Today, in 2004, I no longer wonder about some of these things.
As time passed since 9-11 there have been some answers. Now, I focus on
what part I can play in making sure 9-11 never happens in this country again.
I am not anti-Bush, the man. I believe in "hate the sin, love the sinner" as
many people do. But I am very anti-deception and anti-killing, except in
self-defense when there is no other alternative. I am not anti-Republican
or anti-Democrat. I just think for myself and vote for whomever has
convinced me he or she can make improvements to the quality of life for
us all.

In 1962 I registered to vote as a Republican. But, I have never felt duty
bound by this label to stay with a “sinking ship.” And, the Republicans
have not only been a sinking ship, since the day I first registered to vote,
but they have also sunk many other ships indiscriminately, and we are
the poorer for it. Unless we can restrain these lost souls, now ruling our
country, they will destroy it!