sky of mind
Thursday, 18 May 2006, 9:33 pm
Don't get me wrong. I'm not against the use of pot anymore than I'm against the use of Rum and Coke!
It's just that I haven't, but if offered, I likely wouldn't say no.
I have no issue with these things.
What I do have an issue with, is when the use becomes excessive.
Back in the day, i smoked pot excessively.
First thing in the morning, all day, last thing before turning off the light and go to sleep.
At school, at work, driving, playing, etc, etc.
The only consolation of explination I can offer, is that way back when pot was a different thing than it is today.
Back then, one person could actually sit and smoke a joint like ya do a cigarette.
Try that today and you'de be in a coma for a couple of days.
Back then we bought pot in what was called "a lid" which was a sandwich baggie.
It cost 10 bucks and if the lid wasn't "3 fingers deep" you got ripped off.
I once bought several pounds of discard leaf from some grower friends, and it lasted me over a year.
Though I did quite freely give it away too!
See, most of the time I wasn't out to get wasted.
I just wanted a perpetual buzz!
The problem is, one day I woke up, I was 27 and wondered where the hell 10 years of my life had gone?
I learned that pot did a wonderful job of taking off the edge, and that was the problem!
When life got hard, have a bong hit and pretty soon it didn't matter!
It took a while for me to learn that sometimes yer SPOSED to be scared shitless, and wonder what the fuck yer gonna do about what ever it is that makes ya wanna self medicate!
But hey, ya want a few beers every now and then? Not an issue.
You want to smoke once or twice a month, I doubt that's gonna put anybody into a tail spin.
So, work hard, and enjoy life!