Problem is, come September it was still there, and subtly worsening. As I worked on all the campaigning stuff in September and October, it just kept getting worse, to the point where sometimes just turning very slightly would cause a sudden, intense pain to rip through my side. Sometimes it feels as though there's something inside my left side, something jabbing me inside. I haven't had any kind of surgery, and nothing at all in that area, so there can't actually be something there--but sometimes it really feels like there's a knife or scissors or something sharp in there stabbing me from inside.
During the last week or two before the election, it got to the point where I had to start popping Vicodins to deal with it. Around that time I finally quit procrastinating and made an appointment with my doctor.
The last couple weeks, I've started really looking forward to the appointment. Around the time of the election, it got really serious, and hasn't gone away. Now when I'm at work, it's a constant burning pain no matter what. And if I turn or bend to get a paper or something, I often get a sudden flare of pain that makes me actually cry out uncontrollably.
I've had kidney problems on my left side during the last 5-10 years, and have had recurring kidney stones. I'm not sure what the pain is, but I suspect it might be a bunch of jagged kidney stones that just aren't coming loose and dropping from my kidneys. That's just my wild theory. At times it has felt like a cracked the lowest rib on my left side, but it doesn't hurt when I touch the rib, which it would if it was broken. (Plus, a broken rib would have healed long ago.)
Tuesday night (early Wed. morning, actually) I foolishly let myself doze off on the floor. I woke up four hours later lying right on the painful part of my left side. D'oh! Needless to say, it has been hurling like f*ing HELL since then.
My doctor's appointment is this afternoon. Here's hoping it's something relatively easy to fix. I've already had my fill of serious medical problems during the last couple years.
Just wanted to grumble about the pain--and celebrate finally seeing the doctor. I can't wait to know what it is and deal with it properly!



