karen
Monday, 14 July 2008, 8:10 am
QUOTE (usha @ Friday, 11 July 2008, 9:09 am)

You see, I believe in interconnectedness between events / happenings as much as I believe in interconnectedness between people. I don't know what the reason is, but everything in my "gut" is telling me that there's a reason why my life is the way it is, on this particular moment, and that I wasn't supposed to be anywhere else, or I would be. What if the state of humanity / this planet is exactly as it should be?
You see, I believe humanity has all the answers it claims to be seeking. I believe the answers have been given to us so many times, that we've become immune or something. Or maybe just incapable of
listening. I don't think it's Bush's fault, or the neocons, or the rightwingers, or Americans, or Iraqis, or the Whatchamacallits.
It's either all of us. Unless it's none of us.
Personally, I wonder if this global awakening you're talking about has anything to do with the state of the world as we perceive it. The only reason why we're sucking this planet dry, is because we are sucking ourselves dry. In that regard, we
are cancerous. Note that 'cancer' isn't necessarily a bad thing. People born under the fourth sign of the zodiac are also called Cancer. Cancer (as in a tumor) can also be seen as being on the brink of enlightenment, healing, change. Some societies do view it that way. Just as other societies believe that one's soul is incompletely as soon as they're faced with sickness. And of course, our self-proclaimed "civilisation" believes that cancer is sheer evil.
*If* we are a cancer (and by 'we', one can also read our systems, structures etc) then 'we' also have the power to overcome it. I just don't know if we 'overcome' it by the grace of All Which Is (call it God, Universe, pick any name that tickles your fancy) or if there's something that we ought to be doing. After working with people who have cancer (terminal stages) a lot, I know that they're mostly
being. Maybe the emphasis is too much on "We need to ACT, DO, etc." And on the other hand, there's been a lot of action on this planet. What if it's more simple than that...?
What if all we have to "do" is... just be...?

'Just BE' is a phrase I use as one of my personal reminders... It kind of helps me catch up with myself when things get hectic.
I really like your thinking here Usha. It very much matches my own. And active as I am in my effort to bring about changes in so many aspects of 'our' modes of being I don't doubt that we're all just where we need to be, doing just what we need to be doing. Not that I don't get myself into a state because we're not doing enough! - Yes, i contradict myself often. That's why I use phrases like 'just be' to get myself caught up!
I'm not sure that it's relevant, but today I've had the whole morning to myself, just to wind down and breathe. I've got in the habit of writing 'to do' list just lately, so I don't forget stuff and today I wrote one that I really like:
1. Approach life with an open mind, an open heart and open eyes.
2. Remember to breathe.
QUOTE (sky of mind @ Friday, 11 July 2008, 11:13 am)

FYI,
I plant fruit trees.
I live in a mobile park, so my space isn't big. But so far I have 3 small apple trees. I plant one a year.
The idea is that when these trees are fully mature, eventually I'll be gone.
But maybe, hopefully the trees will still be here.
I planter a few apple pips last summer. Five came up and two have survived and become little baby trees. Trouble is, now I have nowhere to plant them. I'll find somewhere though.. somewhere they will be left in peace to grow.
Ren,
I don't think you realise just how much of an inspiration you are to me - your energy, that is. I've never once seen you as being negative in energy or in words. Yes, sometimes you address the negative aspects of human impact on this planet, but that in itself isn't negative, and neither is the energy you generate when you speak/write of such things.
Just wanted to make sure you knew that.

Oh yes, theme songs! Like Usha, mine change as my life changes. A theme musician on the other hand - Van the Man! (the Astra Weeks album is replete with themes!)