Abell9
Wednesday, 23 August 2006, 9:27 pm
QUOTE(yankhadenuf @ Wednesday, 23 August 2006, 6:16 pm) [snapback]69734[/snapback]
Really, Panda, we've been played by "Abell" thinking he's retired military... how do we even know he was or got an honorable discharge even? While we sit here wondering when Bush is going to change the course and BRING 'EM HOME? Don't you want them home, "Abell" , OR NOT?
Or do you have a hidden agenda of interests in the Military Industrial Complex ? C'mon , spill it... why do you want the troops to STAY in Iraq, "Abell"?
Holy sheeeeit....so many flames, Ill do er one at a time.
First, Yank...your right to cuss me is earned so allow me to say some things. .....just some stuff I feel.
I was a soldier and this year I attended 3 more funerals (so far) of young men I knew or knew about. I watched a 2 year old boy trying to open a casket so he could see his father who was killed in IRAQ. He just couldnt figure out why Daddy wouldnt come out when he was told his Daddy was in there. In the past 30 years I have hugged mothers, fathers, sisters, brothers, and children of men who died in the service. To a degree...I guess one becomes numb to some of that. It is a sort of detachment...most men have it and only have to use it for close family members in a lifetime if their lucky. Each time though, the scars get deeper, and the questions get bigger. Why does it have to be like this? And then my all time favorite when I was thanked for "defending my country" and I was thinking..."no, I wasn't defending my country....I was defending Saudi Arabia or Kuwait or being part of some overthrow of some puss nutted dictator who didnt, in the grand scheme of things....mean shit to me or this country. Yes, I was a soldier and contrary to what Zooks alluded to...I was quite excellent at what I did and he is correct....I had no political agenda nor did I give a rats ass about politics...I had a trade and applied it with malice. No matter though because, Yank...I dont regret ONE minute of what I did as a soldier. But imaagine going 200 mph for years and then...damned near stopping and being let off the train. You look around and say..."so, what now?" I smelled some flowers, I watched the news, I GOT A FUCKING JOB (for you Zooks) and I started paying attention. The boys I knew who died....I loved em everyone. The ones who died as Rangers and I didnt know...I loved em like they were my best friends. And yes, Yank...I do want them home from IRAQ and I do think IRAQ was a huge mistake. But allow the fact that I have to say...a soldier who spends time there, see's his friends die there, invests blood and sweat, emotional destruction all to help out a country...and it matters not which one....damned if I wouldnt like to see it work. If I was there ...damned if wouldnt want to see some fruit from the efforts we have put forth. Fuck the political issues.....I (or any soldier worth a damn) would say...I want this job DONE! Thrown into a fight, fucked up for life....I gotta see some results. It may not agree with you, Ma'm....but thats how I see it. I would also say, you should be glad soldiers have that frame of mind and sad they are
led by a political machine that has not a fucking CLUE how to make that happen.Now to the rest who passed judgement on me good or bad....Im OK with that. Bad on me. Some call it deceptive, some related to me being here as shit in the pants that needs changing. But think about it....did I come here and pretend to be one of you? Did I whole heartedly agree with all you say? And did I throw anything in your face, hurl insults, or dog cuss your beliefs? Did I read this "BUSTED" thing and just run off? Yep, I said what I said on that forum but if you look at it, I came here stated what I was and why I was here. And exactly HOW MANY would follow ANYONE to a mass suicide anyhow? (Besides Jim Jones) This is a web site. If I was all you would believe me to me someone explain to me....to what end? What am I going to do with it? Tell the Government. Your on a web site...
public website. Agenda? What COULD my agenda be? Military Industrial Complex???? Even with my background I can't even give a solid answer to..."what IS The Military Industrial Complex. A bunch of companies who build weapons and tanks, bombs and toys....so? Even if I was one of those....what could I possibly do to YOU?
Open your mind a for one second and look at what I have said while here. If you find evidence that I am untrustworthy, evil, deceptive...BAN ME! Look, put er to a vote, if you think Im a bad guy...ditch me. I won't cuss, bitch, moan, groan, or say bad things of you. Ill take whatever comes and I believe enough in the democratic process that, majority rules and no electorate.
One last thing. From each of you I have learned things I did not know, would not have learned, and did not even suspect because it just didnt dawn on me that some of these things could be true. I do NOT believe everything I read. I do NOT pass judgement on half stories, half truths, and half wit journalism...but I do listen and I do remember the pieces. Eventually a picture of truth forms and even right wingers stop and scratch themselves while they are dragging their wimin folks about force feedin em liquor and say..."what the fuck is George DOIN"?
Do what you have to do. Ill stay until Im run off. I like learning. I wont take crap off of people just because you think you were wronged cause in fact, you werent. The site I belong to is a site of current, former, and hope to be Rangers. Right wing to be sure. Neaderthal?..absolutely. Crude, rude, and socially unacceptable to a man. They are what most do not want and can not be. I love every damned one of em. I have a deeper and closer bond with those boys than I did my own Mother and Father. You would not be welcomed there for sure. So...I came here. I have been on my best behavior and will continue to be. I will not nod my head and agree when I dont. I won't accept everything as fact that isnt. But...I will learn, I have learned, and I will be as I have been. Anyone wants any other info, ask.